This Darkness…

​This darkness, It’s surrounded me,

As if wanting to swallow me.

As if wants me to drown inside,

It’s too much sometimes and soothing the other.

It feels like a home to me,

Yet attracts me as if a ball of bright light.

It’s all wrong but feels so right,

This power over me, helpless the next time.

Full of courage to hold me , yet breaking into millions at the same time.

This darkness freeing and is consuming me altogether.

Sheltering the demonic me, abandoning the best of me…