Why??

Why I see pain all around me? I hear pleads,cries of agony… It’s all red and burning, …burning in anger, wrath of being lost?? Why I see darkness surrounding me? I hear them shouting, shrieking… They’re all wrangling, fighting …fighting with the demons in them?? Why I see sad eyes looking at me? I hear

I’ll live for now.

Tucked deep in my blankets, I’m choking on my growing emotions. My face feels red with all the control of not to let it loose, the dam going down with all the bubbling feelings. I hold my breath and blow it out slowly, trying not to let it loose. My heart hammers hard, trying to

You have Yourself

Shuffling through pages of your most favorite book trying to find the most intimidating and beautiful lines you’ve marked, the light – the candle light – softly burning the atmosphere dimming all that is too much bright. There’s this music playing in the background, it’s soft, it’s sad, words filling the room with fading moments.

This Darkness…

​This darkness, It’s surrounded me, As if wanting to swallow me. As if wants me to drown inside, It’s too much sometimes and soothing the other. It feels like a home to me, Yet attracts me as if a ball of bright light. It’s all wrong but feels so right, This power over me, helpless